If I Were a Poet

- Posted by Publications Committee in 2020April-May-JuneArt & PoetryBeFriending CreationNumber 2Volume 33,  | 2 min read
A tall person walks hand in hand with a child in the golden leaves

By Allen J. McGrew, for Heidi S. McGrew.

If I were a poet,
 I would summon for you the cold creak of the board walk beneath your booted feet,

And the  gentle caress of the cool breeze on the back of your neck.

My words would paint for you the glint of the

just-rising sun through the trees,

and the scarlet flash of the blackbird’s shoulder,

And the soft rap of the downy woodpecker,

And the startle of the waxwing in the morning light.


If I were a poet,
I would know the right words to conjure for you the lavender blush

of this new-dawning day,

the  way the mists hang in mute witness above the still-flowing stream,

The way your own breath hangs before you

like the crystalline shadow of a prayer

you did not know you prayed.

You would see the cattails transformed into crystalline blades of shimmering color by the October frost.

And the frost-encrusted wheel of the orb-weaver.

And the delicate perfection of each hoary crystal fringing the last aster of Fall.


And if I were an artist,
I would carry with me a palette of a thousand colors,

And blend them into a nuance of a million hues.

I would know just the way to render the myriad subtleties of the clouds,

as they drape their mute homage to the blushing dawn.


My palette would carry not merely a generic rose hip red,

No. It would have THAT rose hip red — that one, just over there.

I would crush rubies, and mix them with glinting diamonds

.to capture its ice-encrusted brilliance.

No expense would be too great.

No detail beneath my notice.


And if I were a musician,

and a singer of songs,

I would sing the song of THIS day.

I would beckon from the flautists the whisper of the breeze

through the autumn leaves.

And from the drums, the far-off rap of the woodpecker,

And the blackbird’s call,

And the rattle of the kingfisher, as it surveys the stream.

And I would bring it all to a rising crescendo of


So that you could hear your own heart beat to the pulse of the rising day.


And if I were a god,
I would create such a world as this for you.

I would offer it to you ever so gently,

cupped in great hands quaking almost imperceptibly

with the reticence of their own strength.

I would create such a world as this for you.

And lay it with a single sacrificial tear

upon the altar of my love.



But I am no God,

and but a clumsy-worded poet.

I feel the crimson flush of my cheeks

as I consider the profanity of my words

Against the sanctity of their task.

Nor am I a singer of songs,

Nor a painter,

my brushes dripping with every hue of the world,

and my palette glistening with crushed gems.


I am only a child.


I am only a child.

What know I of poetry,

or painting,

or singing,

or Grace?

I am only a child,

stumbled unwittingly,

slack-jawed with awe,

Into this throne room of Wonder


So I give you my awe,

It is all I have to give.

Allen is a QEW Steering Committee Representative for Ohio Valley Yearly Meeting, worships with Dayton Friends, and is a professor at the University of Dayton.